46 days down...way too many left to go!!

Adrian has been gone for almost 7 weeks! Looking back it seems like it's gone by pretty fast, but when I was in the midst it was so slow!! I miss him so much. Everywhere around me there are reminders of him. First thing in the morning, I wake up and look at his side of the bed. The only thing there is my son, who won't sleep in his own bed. I go to the shower and he left his body wash in there. I can't help but open it up and smell it. Sometimes it makes me cry, but most days it makes me smile. When I get home from dropping off the kids at school, the house is so quiet. It's too quiet at times that I have to listen to music or watch tv. Speaking of music...there is ALWAYS a song on the radio that reminds me of my man. As I cook dinner at night, I think about whether he ate a decent meal. I know before I know it, he'll be home but it can't be soon enough for me!

He just called!! Yay!!